brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrap

I'm actually very sad about Heath Ledger's death! How unbelievable!



IN OTHER NEWS:
I don't know I feel like my life plans are getting pulled apart and remodeled and it's all very complicated and confusing. Due to my family (and I) not wanting to make things 1938202 x more complicated and costly than they already are, I will be moving to Vancouver with them and attending either UBC or SFU. I don't know, obviously I'm crushed that Toronto won't be happening anytime soon but if I move, they will pay my tuition and books and I won't have to pay for rent and food which I can't afford at ALL. I'll be able to save up some money so I can visit Winnipeg and Toronto and maybe take some exciting trips and who knows...
I'm just happy to be leaving Winnipeg for now. Even though I love many things about this city it's just TIME to leave, you know?

IN OTHER OTHER NEWS:
my head hurts so so so so much and my nose is so so stuffy and I just generally feel like a terrible underwater sea creature. Haaaallllp
me:

ew I just grossed myself out that thing is disgusting

callous

It's really nice to work at a job where you don't have to put your hair back or wear a uniform or a hat or ugly shoes.

My father phoned me after his Vancouver interview today but I was at work. He left a message that said "I think I nailed it" and I guess they're going to make him an offer sometime next week.
Last night I had a good chunk of time to rack my brains and shed some tears and I think I've got it. I'm going to move to Toronto and go to school there. I'm not going to try to get into fashion because although that is one of my few passions, I crave knowledge beyond what the fashion program can offer me. I want to learn about philosophy and culture and languages and people.

I'm still very very scared and although they're shaky, I am slowly taking my first steps.